Once Upon A Time

time :
Once upon a time

place :
Once upon a public chat site

conversation :
"her : hey, I'm new here, what's up?
me:hey there, I'm kinda new too, where u from?
her : Israel
me : :|
her : what?
me : (ignoring)
her : What's Ur name?
me : The One That Doesn't Want To Talk To You
her : where u from, The One That Doesn't Want To Talk To You? lol
me : Egypt
her : I like Ur country
me : I don't like Urs
her : why?
me : ask Ur father or maybe Ur president!
her : oh .. this is just stupid political arguments
me : (ignoring her again)
her : lets be grown ups about this
me : (is she kidding!!!)
her : I wanna be frndz w/u .. put our political issues aside
me : WTF !!!!! who r u kidding ????? there are no political issues .. it's humanity issues .. belongs to Human .. if U understand what I'm saying; it has nothing to deal w/u or Ur ppl !
her : ???? (obviously getting an answer for that)
me : DUH !!!
her : look, we don't have to be like this
me : Stupid b***h !
her : (typing .. probably a smarta*s comeback)
me : (ignoring her, for the third time,
and getting the HELL OUTTA THERE)"

purpose of this little published conversation :
I hate dumb people.

Sign :
J.B . :)


California Gurls (Egyptian Version)

This is the Egyptian version that I edited ... Enjoy;)

Greetings loved ones
Let's take a journey

[Female - Verse 1]
I know a place
Where the grass is really greener
Warm, wet and wild
There must be somethin' in the water
Sippin' coke and juice
Layin' underneath the palm trees (Undone)
The boys
Break their necks
Try'na creep a little sneak peek (At us)

You could travel the world
But nothing comes close
To the Northern Coast
Once you party with us
You'll be falling in love
Oooooh oh oooooh

[Female - Chorus]
Alexandria girls
We're unforgettable
Daisy Dukes
Bikini Sun Tops
Sun-kissed skin
So hot
We'll melt your Popsicle
Oooooh oh oooooh

Alexandria girls
We're undeniable
Fine, fresh, fierce
We got it on lock
North Coast represent
Now put your hands up
Oooooh oh oooooh

[Female - Verse 2]
Nights on the beach
We don't mind sand in our Stilettos
We freak
In my Jeep
Amr Mostafa { ;) } on the stereo (Oh oh)

You could travel the world
But nothing comes close
To the Northern Coast
Once you party with us
You'll be falling in love
Oooooh oh oooooh

[Female - Chorus]
Alexandria girls
We're unforgettable
Daisy Dukes
Bikini Sun Tops
Sun-kissed skin
So hot
We'll melt your Popsicle
Oooooh oh oooooh

Alexandria gurls
We're undeniable
Fine, fresh, fierce
We got it on lock
North Coast represent
Now put your hands up
Oooooh oh oooooh

[Male - Verse 3]
Toned, tanned
Fit and ready
Turn it up 'cause it's gettin' heavy
Wild, wild North Coast
These are the girls I love the most
I mean the ones
I mean like she's the one
Take her
Keep her
These are the ones

The girl's a freak
She drives a Jeep
and lives on the beach
I'm okay
I won't play
I love the Bay
Just like I love Kereir.
Marina Beach
And Amoun Beach
Summertime is everywhere

Hangin' out
Just in Alex.
Hangin' out
Party with these : ma'dudes, ma'ladies
No Lazys
Just a king
And a queen-ie
You my lady
You're lookin'here baby
(Uh huh)
I'm all up with you
'Cause you representin' Alexandria
(Ohhh yeahh)

[Female - Chorus]
Alexandria gurls
We're unforgettable
Daisy Dukes
Bikini Sun Tops
Sun-kissed skin
So hot
We'll melt your Popsicle
Oooooh oh oooooh

Alexandria gurls
We're undeniable
Fine, fresh, fierce
We got it on lock
North Coast represent
(North Coast, North Coast)
Now put your hands up
Oooooh oh oooooh

(Alexandriaaa, Alexndriaaa)
Alexandria girls man
I wish they all could be
Alexandria girls
I really wish
You all could be
Alexandria girls
(Alexandriaaa, girls)

I someone made this a hit .. it will be A HIT !!! (or so I've been told..)

just don't forget who Edited It =P

{the song originally by : Katy Perry, Snoop Dogg}
Edited to suite an Arabian (DUH!) society :D


a Raven

With you rainbow black feathers and wide graceful wings, your bead-like eyes and your long sharp beak.
A creature used in horror and misfortune ... your not seen for your black beauty & dark charm ... But I see beyond ...

I can be an Eagle in my skies or a Falcon to my prey ...
I can be a Love Bird for my dears or a Dove for some peace ...
I can be a peacock for attention or a Flamingo for some grace ...
I can be an Owl for my nights or a Nightingale for my voice ...
I can be a Hummingbird For a Daisy or a Swallow if I Chose ...

And for you my Dear I can be the one, only & true Self ... For you see; what is you is also me ... a Raven ... Can YOU see beyond?

An Angel's Forbidden Love 6

Raziel was furious & extremely sad; his daughter & the bravest fighter was missing. She was also a talented leader for his army; she proved it in many wars & battles. He sent teams & squads to search the lands but she wasn’t found. The places they didn’t search were human houses and vampire layers. He began to lose hope, few decades later, but the wars were more brutal & more open. Fallens killed anything they could kill & Raziel’s people –and his allies forces- were torn between protecting the innocent & fighting off the enemies.

In Malcolm layer, the vampires were anxious; they had a weak –maybe dying- angel and ruthless fallens killing at sight. Malpas walked in as always as if he owned the place, walked through the foyer to the basement stairs and down to the basement, furious, to the cage where Anapiel is captivated. She was pale all over, pale face, eyes, lips, hair and skin. He opened the cage, stepped inside and stood staring. What was he doing in this cage ? it was like instincts driving him. He knew that she was growing weak and it’s a matter of years till she dies. Why did he care ? why did he always insist on making her feed, rest and talk? He captivated her out of pure curiosity & his curiosity turned into something else he never understood. It was driving him crazy to see her like this, but what could he do? If he set her free .. will she come back? Yes? No? Who knew? The damned warlock who acted as if he owned the world & told him his future was with this girl, this creature, this .. Angel. He told him he would fall in love with her. Was that it ? was he in love with her? She despised him; she told him herself. Well heavens be damned ! he was giving her what he wanted her to have, a life; if she stayed here she will die, and if he wanted her with him she would kill him. He was letting her live by freeing her from her imprisonment & it made him sad, no, very sad to have her away from him but joyful for knowing she will live.
Anapiel was on a make-shift bunk bed & waiting for her not-so-far-away-death when Malpas walked in, opened the cage’s door & stood there staring while many expressions crossed his face. What was that ? pain? Relief? Two very odd expressions, not a fallen could fell them –if they felt- at all. He stepped away from the door & said :’’ you are free to go if you wish.. but.. I’d rather you stayed.. I’ve come fond of your company’’ and with a half crocked smile but some how seemed.. broken ? said ‘’ you can have this castle & the vampires may be at your service .. they only live here cause it’s they’re only shelter’’
She found herself saying ‘’ i know, you told me’’
Now his smile was genuine! And what a charming smile...! she cut her self mid thought. What was she thinking, he captivated her... only. He talked and talked to her begging for a response which she scarcely gave. He said everything thing about his life; about the wife he never wanted & their boring wedding with her high society companions who scaled, priced & scored holes in him with their stares & looks. He told her about his childhood as an angel, how he had no choice ,since his parents fell, when he fell. Bet he fell, and that is a sinful crime because he never came back as an Angel ... oh wait.. he did and he was refused and she felt .. pity for him? Resentful for who pushed him away from salvation? Or was it compassion for his status now? It was a very complicated feeling ... she felt something like it as she grew in her father’s castle with the most handsome military commander .. she loved him .. but he died in war with fire goblins .. it was an accident .. but she didn’t love Malpas, how could she? She just felt for him something other than what she knew.
Malpas saw her staring at him & looking thoughtful so he felt a twinge of happiness. Was she thinking his offer? Will she accept it? To get a response out of her he extended his arm to her to get her to her feet, out of the cage and int the foyer so she could extend her wings & maybe flap them, it must be bothering after all these decades of having them useless.
She looked at his hand -was she trusting him? Why not? She was dying anyway- and took it. He lifted her of the bunk and as her legs gave away he supported her out of the cage then carried her up to the foyer saying what a wonderful time she would spend in her castle & how the vampires are hilarious when they got short tempered.
For the uncountable-time she was thinking : why did he treat her this way? Why did he act as if he trusted her? She couldn’t tell.


One moment please

Do you know me?

How much do you know me?

I'll tell you how much you know me ...

I you know what everybody knows, then you know nothing ...

If you know more than what most knows, then you know headlines, bits and pieces of a whole book ...

If you know less than most, then you haven't met me yet ...

If you think that you know enough, then think again ...

Because I have one rule & one rule only ... "If You Trust No One .. Then You Trust Every One The Same" ...


For You Only

Blinding darkness surrounds me
and I am reaching for you only
this hopelessness that drowns
all that I believe
will be the one thing that I need
for you only.
there's a hunger it's slowly growing
chasing shadows but never knowing
if all that I have done
is keeping me from you
than can the arms of mercy bring the rescue
to return to you
but I'm so far
but I'm so far
But I'm so far
so far from home
so far from home
keep on running,
farther, faster
and keep on searching
for this haunting has an answer
and I know you will find me in orbit
for I am breathing only for this
for you only
for you only
for you
but I'm so far
But I'm so far
but I'm so far
so far from home
so far from home, yeah
I am so far, so far
so far from home.
so far from home....


Trading Yesterday

A Girl Of 18

I wept in front of Parents,,,they saw their child
I wept in front of Siblings,,,they saw me with pity
I wept in front of friends,,,they felt sorry
I wept in front of lovers,,,they saw weakness
I wept in front of foes,,,they felt victory
I wept & wept & wept,,,but no one saw what i had to show
Crying... tear drying after drying tears
Creating... shielding seal after sealing shields
Covering what i had to show to who never saw it
When i grew up,,,i grew harder
I wept in front of my mirrored self,,,I saw Me
A fragile child, a woman to be, a girl undone
A soul wrapped in ice cold & steel solid protection
A laughter long gone, a smile that was once genuine
All washed away by weeping, crying & hiding what i want to show
All sealed away by every tear that falls, every drop that dries makes a new layer
I am trapped under all of this unnecessary so-called-shields
Can you see me under there ? Can you free me, then ?

World Of Our Own

Baby, remember when we were together?
dreaming of a safe place where no one would bother
we would see stars & rainbows, we would laugh as nothing would matter
on melodies chanted by me & written by you we would dance forever
in a world weaved by our minds & sealed by our voices we would wander

Honey, read to me again & again words of velvet written to me by you
Dance me our secret waltz in the world that no one knows but us two

Linger with me on summer days with there lazy nights under a whistling willow
Curl with me in front of crackling fires on winter nights with frosty dawns to follow

Pray with me & plead to who ever may listen so our fire of love won’t die
But it’s unfortunate that passionate lovers, in the end, do say good-bye

I Know Why You Hate Me

I know why you’re so obsessed with me.
Because I was the one thing you thought you had total control over that ever turned
around and bit you. You thought you owned me and you didn’t. That’s why you hate me, too.
right now, you think you're winning. That’s why you’d make do with the hatred, because admitting
the obsession, makes u week.