I Just Realized...

I've been thinking a lot these days about buying (or downloading) a new book, but then stopped myself .. "what will i read next?" (and also because a friend of mine offered me a hilarious book to read) .. i always picked out my books (online) by titles and writers, never did i read descriptions or spoilers, and when i looked at my collection when the reading frenzy subsided, i found out that i only read fiction and myth (with a hint of romance).. i got out the bad ones and put them in an archive (never to be clicked!) but the good ones, i just wanna share with you.

the first book i read was "Twilight" by "Stephenie Mayer" and it was after the film had come and gone from Egyptian cinema. i loved it! on summer 2009 i downloaded the whole series and read it within one month (over and over again) but it wasn't all that good after Bella choose Edward, just get real! she should have chosen to live whats meant for a human to live, excitement, bunch of noisy kids and a "warm" husband, don't forget the peaceful sleep and also death! schools and semesters started and the heat of summer got chased off by merciful Autumn winds. one cool windy night, i was with my mother at a reading festival (they sold used books!) when i saw a nice glossy book with attractive red lips, white fangs and a pink tongue licking the blood dripping from the gorgeous mouth. my first thought was "cool shade of red.."? no, lol, my first thought was "OMG!! vampire book!! i hope they don't sparkle this time.." (sorry guys, Team Jacob!). i got the book and started reading it as soon as i got into the car, i remember that we went to the family house but it was a blur, the book caught my attention. few weeks later and a good bunch on downloads and i was officially in love again, with "Charlene Harris's" "Sookie Stackhouse Series" (maybe it was Erick who got my heart *wink wink* and I am also Team Erick Northman!!) i loved how the triangle got untangled, how Sookie was keeping her dignity while falling from Bill to Alcide to that boldy hunk and last but not least Erick <3

also how the vampires were generated in that fiction (public and all!!)
i celebrated New Year 2010 in the embrace of "Mortal Instruments" and i adored the whole series which is crafted with magnificence by "Cassandra Clare" .. i lived in a world of Shadowhunters, Warlocks, Vampires and Werewolves with the drama of my favored forbidden love !! i am still charmed by the book series even though i fell in love with a few more.

by February 2010, i had a road trip that ripped me from the adorable "Vampire Diaries" (which i am now tuning in with the show based on it second by second). "L. J. Smith" did wonders with her Diary in the (i can't deny!) Delena !! (sorry LJ but i love Damon more than the book itself) so if you love heartbreaking tragedies and breathtaking stolen moments you gotta have the Diaries.

3rd term exams passed (good riddance) and the fourth term got intense with the mysteries of "Morganville's Vampires" by "Rachel Caine" as the foursome Micheal, Eve, Clair and Shane endured Emily and Oliver's fight over ruling the terrified citizens of Morganville and the Loopy Loopy Crazy Mernin's attempts to hold the secrets of that tiny Texan university town.

after i dumped my worthless man, nothing comforted my irritated feelings more than the "House Of Night", as if "The Casts" knew how to describe my bully in Erik, true understanding in Heath, undying friendship in Stevie Ray, Damien, Shaunee, Erin and Jack. also never forget the bad boy gone good Stark, i joined Zoey on her journey in fighting Neferet and Klaus. i liked what i read a lot!

and as a distraction from the 4th term exams i had "Vampire Academy" by "Richelle Mead" (no pun intended, Richelle) with the-to-die-for-couple Roza and Dimka and their friends Lissa and Christian in the fight of Strigoi and in the service of the Moroi, things got hot and heavy with the action of the struggle and the passion of love.

what i am reading now is a series by "Melissa De La Cruz", not very popular yet very captivating. Schuyler Van Alan, Jack and Mimi Force, Oliver Hazard-Perry and Bliss Llewellyn have interesting lives with a pinch of spice for readers to discover as Lucifer bonds with the Red Bloods for a sinister purpose in "Blue Bloods".

I just gave a small introduction on those books and wanted to share them with you to experience the love, friendship, laughter, tears, heartbreaks and heartaches within the myth that's become a trend among modern writers of urban fantasy and old school fiction.

i hope you enjoyed this article, for it is my first.

Peace,

A real boyfriend

Don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.

I don't care if you are a guy or a gurl or Michael Jackson.

Just read this, it will make a difference.

If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her

When she pushes you or hits you like a dummy cause she thinks shes
stronger than you
Grab her and don't let go

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough
Kiss her and tell her you love her

When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong

When she ignores you
Give her your attention

When she pulls away
Pull her back

When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful

When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word

When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind

When she's scared
Protect her

When she steals your favorite hoodie
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night

When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh

When she doesn't answer for a long time
reassure her that everything is okay

When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up

When she says that she loves you
she really does more than you can understand

When she grabs at your hands
Hold her's and play with her fingers

When she bumps into you;
bump into her back and make her laugh

When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold

When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does

When she says it's over
she still wants you to be hers

When she re-posts this bulletin
she wants you to read it

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go

When she says she's OK don't believe it, talk with her because ten years later she'll remember you

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her

-Treat her like she's all that matters to you

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her

-Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her

- Kiss her in the pouring rain

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:
"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you

Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend".

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

Clockwork Angel's poem

on the force of its dissolution.
Gently, the tide is rising,
corrupting the mechanism.
Salt, rust and silt
slowing the gears.
Down at the banks
the iron tanks
sway into their moorings
with the hollow boom
of a gigantic bell,
of drum and cannon
which cry out in a tongue of thunder
and the river rolls under.
—Elka Cloke

A 15 year old mind ..

I don't like promises cuz I hate it when they're broken.
I don't like "moments" cuz I hate it when they're stolen.
I don't like boys cuz i hate it when they say "you're the one".
I don't like men cuz i hate it when they say "I'm the one".
I don't like happiness cuz it comes to go away.
I don't like sadness cuz it comes to stay.
I don't like Love cuz its a game.
I don't like Hate cuz its what enemies gain.
I don't like my school cuz no one does.
I don't like being a slacker cuz its short of a Buzz.
I don't like foes cuz they're such bitches.
I don't like frndz cuz they do a lot of Ditches.
I don't like bloody-horror movies cuz they make me sick.
I dont like buildings cuz they're made of brick.
I don't like talkin about myself cuz THEY say I'm an open book.
I don't like THEM cuz they're too lazy to take a deeper look.
I don't like THEM cuz they think im shallow.
I don't like THEM cuz they're so damn deep but hollow.
I don't like that i don't like lots of stuff.
But i love my mama cuz she made me tough.